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7/1/2006 - Particularism by Kay Dilday

ICWA KAD FRANCE Kay Dilday Institute Fellow studying relationships French North African immigrants France North Africa letters Since Institute Current World Affairs Crane Rogers Foundation provided termfellowships enable outstandingyoung professionals outsidethe United States write about international areas issues An operating foundation endowedby Charles R Crane theInstitute supported contri butions minded individuals foundations TRUSTEES Bryn Barnard Joseph Battat Carole Beaulieu Mary Lynne Bird Sharon F Doorasamy Peter Geithner Gary Hartshorn Pramila Jayapal Cheng Li Steven Butler Dasa Obereigner David Z Robinson Carol Rose John Spencer Edmund Sutton HONORARY TRUSTEES David Elliot David Hapgood Pat M Holt Edwin S Munger Richard H Nolte Albert Ravenholt Phillips Talbot Particularism By K A Dilday July PARIS For weeks fellow urnalist newspaper traveling forth France New York working article about travails immigrant youth French suburbs He thinks people color France focused issues repre sentation public sphere bring about systemic changes increased access services actually improve their lives This separating issues identity representation practical political agenda never occurred Believing inherent merit community first demand equal treatment often begins simple appreciation which strongly affected visible measures equality The landmark study vided crucial evidence policy separate equal education blacks whites United States inherently damaging simple matter showing black children viewed dolls looked inferior desirable And today France visibility connecting theme people color People speak knowledgeably about particular issues immigration employment prominent theme invisibility black brown faces media When I people teenagers successful adults stable white repeatedly mention white faces television political parties television programs From black teenagers I during CPE demonstrations Samir coach Clichy Sous Bois Messouda secretary Algerian ancestry Lyon Kamal 40ish Algeria journalist French economic magazine Tex white promoter black brown people exist public arenas except stories about strife sports music These black community America might years The concept nonrepresentation ethnicity directly clashes France According French concept equality French should herself achievements other French person No commonality matters beyond French identity Jacques Chirac should relevance young French person Senegalese Moroccan descent French person But numerous studies shown psyche doesn always process things And France separate equal ruled damaging United States unofficial practice It something cannot challenged courts This spring French channel announced France watched nightly program would presented Harry Roselmack black Martinique regular white anchor fixture position summer holiday The magnitude claimed front French newspaper reports although anfare space foreign papers renowned France monochromatic broadcasting contrast fairly diverse population It people cannot themselves success people different races colors seems issue France professes color blind legally Yet studies groups Montaigne Institute independent research institute Paris found people France clearly particularly filling positions comes North African This newsletter prompted seems frivolous topic My braids several years braided loose I mentioned first month report I wanted change hairstyle I common I I treated certain dismissively which seems people treat African migrants When I dressed casually I noticed reacted differently It began almost immediately arrival French banks protective entry double doors closing small antechamber To enter buzzed first entry chamber where someone choose question about intent If answers sufficient permit through second When I arrived Paris tried account first I visited would The woman demanded passport At I certain standard procedure I outside waited would An Asian fellow quickly buzzed Perhaps known I still singled I heels tried another which enter Once inside official kindly documents I would The official spent New York where I eager about haunts I wonder reception would positive I African Later I newspaper account Min ister Equal Opportunity Azouz Begag Al gerian descent refused entry tried enter wearing during winter personnel trapped between doors called police This month I grocery store after looking length I decided items leave About minutes later I walking street I someone I yanked course turned around screaming instinctively English female worker grocery store She obviously convinced I stolen something I enough I groceries realized cries Crazy woman thief doing I American But backed looking strange expression either confusion She realized misjudged situation That clear I wearing simple dress dissimilar something French women would typical immigrant It I decided Hair constant topic African community Paris On platform metro Strausbourg St Denis African origin loiter trying people visit salons Blvd Strausbourg The salons pomades lighten creams sorts potions designed women color European women One quite popular chain salons called Fair White I counted three locations along Blvd Strasbourg English In addition extensions sells brand lightening cream I asked black women behind meant about I confused answer I noticed legends doors Specialists defrisage straightening black mulatto In United States latto person would sidered black community color being extreme importance blacks browns France themselves apart something niscent apartheid South Africa colonial Haiti modern Brazil I quite I began contemplate straightening extensions weaved longer something I never contemplated United States pressure certain intense consider doing things I never before I started I overweight thing I rarely United States country while obsessed trimness focuses ealthy bodies According American height weight charts I fairly average perhaps height But France I convinced I overweight shape undesirable A straight haired aesthetic ideal ideal acceptable Recently I bought Elle magazine popular publications women France It KAD magazine slang invaluable This ticular issue focused getting shape swimsuit particular women bottoms French As I flipped through spread I ticed photos black Latino women entire story American stars Their photos examples segment camouflage undesirably large bottom Since I running products I brought other I bought cream block which dermatologists recommend clients regardless color I carton fully I preparing leave I squirted It tinted color would appropriate someone white I scoured I missed In store I skipped boxes reading natural knowing color considered natural would And obviously thought shade tinted I suppose never crossed maker black women would buying sunblock So I realize I white straight enough wrong color cancer preventing creams bottom These small super ficial qualities France large black community French people moved DOM TOM abbrevia islands overseas departments territories France thousands immigrants enter Saharan Africa If sense being wrong simply being black easily affect coming America where concepts beauty normalcy while flawed wider range immigrant girls young women When I happened magazine Respect event I I stopped little stand where looked their early stand It eager magazine I began remind magazines Ebony Essence 1970s articles encouraged people proud their color their where could makeup black women These topics prominent during black power movement 1960s 1970s America before publica tions began conscious efforts range people America In France people color still almost entirely absent mainstream lications unless article about disad vantage plight community I remember North African woman angrily people North African descent middle class thieves rioters At first I bristled equation working class people society miscreants longer I better I understand really meant It uncom articles stories about people Afri descent France focus crime social ailment Respect magazine created emphasize there divide among The media always talks about youth groups wanted divided along young editors prattled gerly happy I think Black American Did percent heard Tommie Smith asked Ah I Disappointed issue Respect showed He black American black power salute medal winners platform during Olympics Mexico City While I incident I remember names It pened before I I suspect parents cites weren either I pretty Black Harlem neighborhood couldn place Tommie Smith either I bought several issues magazine arrange attend editorial meeting The magazinereceives money government minis tries justice equal opportunity organizations dedicated combating racism The articles magazine reflect tremendous INSTITUTE OF CURRENT WORLD AFFAIRS level interest black American popular culture among youth France Although France always welcom black Americans youth borders obsessive The United States seems represent place minorities carved distinct space social public The split distinct occurs families I friends couple three daughters The oldest adopted North African Life harder oldest daughter mother taken venerating things Ameri fancying America place where might freer Yet I several experiences Fran souche eager confirm better black person America It eager problems other countries beyond superficial examination their country social riers almost limits Whenever I bring people distinctly uncomfortable French society eschews separation issues pertaining ethnic leaves immigrants alternative focus precisely those issues locking immigrants result homes So these politics identity first finding place society Even people color I speak recite names whites prominent tions Audrey Pulvar Martinque nighttime national anchor Rachid Arhab midday national senter among educated North Africans Azouz Begag minister equal opportunity highest ranking North Af rican official France simply referred Azouz those haven His legend needs But politics identity backfire France famous racist xenophobe Jean Marie Le Pen founder National Front Party complained times about abundance faces French national soccer Befor recent magical World Cup quarterfinal match where France favorite Bra commented French society cannot recognize itself because manyblack brown players origins France colonies current overseas departments Caribbean Mr Le Pen sentiments shared France which voted Zinedine Zidane captain Algerian origin three popular Frenchman prestigious right leaning paper But biographical about Mr Zidane makes clear early learn fighting other players comments about origin humble ground neighborhood Marseille So return moment I canceled appointment I straightened extensions All sudden I realized I almost succumbed pressure I resolved I wouldn pressures change Thus still relatively short curly despite losing World Cup final French soccer return France cheered forgave Mr Zidane getting ejected And evening July Harry Roselmack presented first broadcast TF1 I France think Institute Fellows chosen basis character previ experience promise They young professionals funded spend minimum years carrying designed programs study writing outside United States The Fellows required report their findings experiences field month They write subject formally informally The result unique reporting analysis periodic assess international events issues ICWA Letters ISSN published Institute Current WorldAffai Inc exempt operating foundation incorporated New York State offices located West Wheelock Street Hanover NH 03755 The letters provided charge members ICWAand available libraries professional researchers subscription Phone E Mail valley Fax Web address Executive Director Steven Butler Program Assistant Publications Manager Ellen Kozak Institute Current World Affairs The Crane Rogers Foundation The Information contained publication reprinted republished without express written consent Institute Cur World Affairs